Figurine Collection Reflections

Do you know what shopping hauls remind me of? Show and tell. It’s an elementary school activity where schoolchildren bring an object from home to present in front of the class. The activity is supposed to help children express themselves and bond with their peers. It’s also an activity for school teachers to learn more about a student’s psyche. I remember bringing a capsule toy that had no significant meaning to me. I must have appeared awkward because my teacher was the only person who clapped her hands.

So in today’s post, I actually have something to show and tell. I share what I learned about myself through collecting villains. It’s a fun writing exercise that you might want to try too, especially when you find yourself impulsively shopping for nostalgic items.

Ursula from The Little Mermaid

They say people don’t leave a company, they leave a bad boss. No one can justify that Ursula is a misunderstood noble boss. She is controlling, manipulative, and crafty, and has no interest in her subordinates. Good luck trying to get promoted. She doesn’t want you to succeed. She wants you to be forever her busy bee. On top of that, she is a usurper–no different from a tyrant. Even though I have forgiven Ursula (my former boss) a while ago, I still remember the pain she put me through, and as a result, I learned to set boundaries and put my well-being above all else. After all, a dead horse cannot work.

Queen in Witch Form from Snow White

Not too long ago, I finally read the Brothers Grimm’s Snow White, and I liked it more than Disney’s version. It is a lot darker and brutal. I started getting chills just visualizing the story in my mind.  What stood out to me most was the moral of the story. Why is Snow White so fair? While it’s a lovely trait, it’s also a weakness. She is so fair that she doesn’t recoil from the witch despite the warnings from the seven dwarfs. Being receptive by default can be quite challenging. This villain helps remind me that not everyone deserves fair treatment, especially not at the expense of your own life.

Michal Myers from Halloween

Yes I know this is not a figurine, but I have to include this one because I have a thing for villains like Michael Myers. How adorable is he? How evil can he be? There are some people you cannot reason with. Apathy may sound like a bad trait, but being apathetic towards such a character is not a bad thing. A psychopath will always be a psychopath who does not deserve any empathy. Being cold towards certain people might just save us from future despair. So when you encounter someone with Michael Myers’s vibes, run. Run for your life! I am partially kidding. On a serious note, a couple years ago I learned from a co-worker that a woman is always thinking “Is he going to kill me?” whereas a guy is thinking, “Is she going to laugh at me?” I thought it was so insightful.

Final Thoughts

This was a fun creative post for me to write. To be honest, I am not much of a collector. I am actually a minimalist who finds more value in experiences than material items. However, is just that lately, I am learning how to splurge on the little things that mean something to me. It’s not always good to live life so wisely that you barely live life at all.

Now it is your turn. What kind of figurine or plushy do you collect? Why do you collect them?

Hunchback of Notre-Dame, the Collapsed Sanctuary

All of the characters except for Master Pierre Gringoire met their tragic end because of love. Quasimodo died from a broken heart when he failed to protect La Esmeralda who was the only person who showed him genuine kindness when he needed most; La Esmeralda died for loving the false savior, the King’s Archer Phoebus de Châteaupers who could care less if she died in captivity for being framed as his murderer; Captain Phoebus died (mentally) when he got married because that means no more night out at the brothel;  the recluse from the rat-hole died from trying to protect her daughter from being captured by the King’s guards; and lastly, the Archdeacon Claude Frollo died under God’s will for he was a priest who can never pursue La Esmeralda like a normal man. Only Gringoire, the poet, escaped death because he found love in stones:

First, I love women, then animals. Now I love stones. They are quite as amusing as women and animals and less treacherous.

-Gringoire (p.477)

I find that quote quite amusing because there is some truth to it, although I would have crossed out the ‘women’ part in the quote and inserted ‘men’ instead. Joke aside. In literature, we call characters like Gringoire, a comic relief because the subject of this story is quite serious. I don’t think I would like the book as much if Gringoire had not made me laugh. He was the only character I felt safe around La Esmeralda, because he wasn’t interested in deflowering her. But why is this important? No pun intended, because no one wants to get screwed! Indeed, she did get trapped in a web like a fly:

“A bewildered fly, which was seeking the March sun, flung itself through the net and became entangled there. On the agitation of his web, the enormous spider made an abrupt move from his central cell, then one bound rushed upon the fly, which he folded together with his fore antennae, while his hideous proboscis dug into the victim’s head (p.338)”

This passage is about La Esmeralda. She was like the bewildered fly trapped in a big spider web (Notre-Dame) and was later sentenced to death by the King (the big spider) because he is the protector of Notre-Dame. The King under God’s absolute authority was too deaf and blind to grant clemency to La Esmeralda, who was accused of murdering Captain Phoebus (he wasn’t even dead, btw). And Archdeacon Frollo allowed fate to take its course by not saving La Esmeralda when she rejected his love. If he cannot have her, then no one can. That was his logic (p.574). Do you see why I said jokingly that men are treacherous? How could she love an assassin who forces her to follow him and make him her master, her savior? We cannot force people to be with us. That’s imprisonment.

Minus the love drama, the book is about how human thoughts and beliefs change the structure of society over time.   The invention of the printing press killed the architecture because each book is each person’s thoughts and when you add them all up together, it’s bigger than one architecture that represented millions of people (p.227). That is how the architecture loses its authoritative voice in the society. That is why Victor Hugo the author, introduces the reader to the Feast of Fools in the first chapter to forewarn the reader on what is yet to come by making a mockery out of the elected Pope by having him switch places with Quasimodo, the hunchback, one-eyed, deaf bellringer of Notre-Dame. He may be a “one-eyed man [but he] is far less complete than a blind man. He knows what he lacks (p.66), unlike the Pope, the King, and the rest of the aristocrats. Because “[without clemency,] they are but blind men groping after God in the dark (p.540).”  It made sense to me why La Esmeralda and her goat were mocking the captain of the city’s pistoleers and the king’s procurator in the ecclesiastical court during their street performance in the earlier part of the book. These high officials don’t provide justice; they are just aristocratic clowns on public display. Not only did she captivate the crowd, but she also bewitched the Archdeacon to the point that he attempted to kidnap her with Quasimodo so that she would stop polluting his mind with impure thoughts with the little pout she always made. The truth is something within her has awakened his soul. Was it love, or was it the eternal life he was searching for that he couldn’t find it in science or alchemy? In the end, it was the vagabonds and Quasimodo who tried to save Esmeralda from the power grip of evil men. They were the real savior. The introduction of the Feast of Fools was indeed a mockery of the failed belief system in Paris during 1482.

For my final thoughts, out of all the characters, I pitied Archdeacon Frollo the most even though Quasimodo is just as unfortunate. Being a learned man had turned him into a rigid priest and a very sad one (p.194). When you are always seeking knowledge, you leave yourself with no room to connect with other humans. It’s a lonely place to feel like you are above everyone. Lastly, I find the passage about writers are the new masons (p.230) quite interesting. What would Victor Hugo think about the internet?! He would say the programmers are the new writers! You see, the “Architecture is the great book of humanity, the principal expression of man in his different stages of development, either as a force or as an intelligence (p.216).” When the printing press came into existence in the mid-1400s, humans transferred their beliefs from stones to books, and so the architectures no longer have the tyrannical authority over society’s beliefs; it became art or a symbol of the past, just like Notre-Dame of Paris. Now books are becoming a symbol of the past as digital contents are more popular among the mass. The human mind is indeed the architecture of humanity. So yeah, “All civilization begins in theocracy and ends in democracy (p.218).”

Note:  I read the unabridged version published by Fingerprint. Also, the featured image for the blog post is by AI. Pardon me if it looks kind of odd. I believe it’s because it lacks a human soul.

Charlotte’s Web Review: The Sedentary Spider

I typically gravitate toward writing essays these days but refrained from writing them. You can only sit in one position for so long in solitary that your mind starts to play tricks on you. I did not know all this time I was like a sedentary spider that weaves her words at the corner of the web. Don’t worry, unlike Charlotte the spider in the book, I am not bloodthirsty. I don’t eat my prey. And unlike her, I don’t get enough fresh air, which is something I hope to change. To resolve this problem, I attempted to step outside from time to time. Say hello to the trees and the squirrels. Once I feel recharged, I sink into my thoughts again, allowing creativity to flourish new lines. And that was what inspired me to write a poem instead of a formal review for this blog. I took the lessons learned from the book quite serious: The quote, “Never hurry and never worry…Keep fit, and don’t lose your nerve (p.64)” stuck in my head for weeks. Miraculously, it lifted the invisible chains that thwarted my creative progress into thin air. I feel lighter because I am most happiest when I am in Creative Mode. I hope you enjoy the poem.

The Sedentary Spider

Collect your thoughts from yesterday

to lock it away

because yesterday was very much like today

and I hope it will always stay

The poem is a reflection of my elementary school days, which I considered to be one of the happiest and carefree times of my life. Our teacher gave us an assignment that involved drawing an insect. I drew a picture of a spider I found from flipping through the pages of the animal encyclopedia. My drawing was so good that my classmates asked me to draw a spider for them. All I did was imitate the drawing in the book. I gave it hairy, brown legs and menacing dark slit eyes. Feeling elated by my natural-born talent, I agreed because I was impressed with myself too. It was my first time drawing a spider, and because of my effort, we all got A+ for our assignments. What more can a little girl ask for in life when she is appreciated and liked by her peers? Life is much easier when we all get along. Of course, adult life is more complicated, and perhaps that is why I tend to retreat back to elementary days. Sometimes I like to keep things simple.

If there is one important lesson, I learned from this great book is to always give thanks and credit to those who work behind the scenes. After all, no one suspected it was a spider that wrote “Some Pig” on the web. Yes, Wilbur became the famous pig, but it’s Charlotte’s miraculous work that saved his life. Like many readers, I was touched. It’s a great book about true friendship and about finding innovate ways to help a friend from becoming someone’s crunchy food (p.98)!

Ranting about the Word Rant

Don’t want my blog to die. Might have to do CPR to revive it so I am doing my best to be consistent! Today’s post is more of a rant. I learned that these days people rant more than they review products. The term review might be just too old school and uncool. Because English is not my first language, I just had to double check its meaning with Google dictionary (maybe not the greatest source).

According to Google dictionary a rant is to:

speak or shout at length in a wild, impassioned way.”she was still ranting on about the unfairness of it all”

Whereas, Merriam-Webster dictionary defines rant as:

1: to talk in a noisy, excited, or declamatory manner

2: to scold vehemently

When I first started my blog a few years ago, one of my devout readers didn’t know what my blog is all about because I just posted whatever that came to my mind–mainly about games and poems. She mentioned my blog as a ranting blog so I didn’t know whether it’s a compliment or an insult because the word sounds bad to me. Thinking back, my intention for my blog was created as way to distract myself from talking to myself. So technically, she was right. I was ranting, rambling incoherently about the things I consumed and in the process, I discovered many things about myself that I didn’t know. So ranting is not such a bad word after all!

I hope you enjoy this rant even though it went no where. Isn’t that the purpose of a rant? 😀 Well it’s almost Halloween. My furry stuffed animals and I say hello and bye bye for now.